Business Online..

Well.. cam nak update plak my SUPER LOVELY CUTE blog nie.. padahal dah berbulan tak berupdate..
hihih.. sekarang nie tgh fikir utk cari side income, selain keje office ni.. Keje office nie kira direct income monthly... kalau business we need to work for it... baru dapat hasil..

Alhamdullilah.. ada kawan ajak buat biz online, mostly pasal LADIES punya thingy products... berangan.. boleh jadi business women pasnie.. hihi, cam AVON ker, yang boleh fullfill all women needs.. hihi.. dari cloth pad, make-up, tudung, kain ela, perfume, handbag, muslimah corporate attire, beadings, accesories... skin care mungkin tak huhu.. taku ada yang sentive la plak...

Tgh brainstorm a few names for our new biz blog.. nak yang catchy, boleh orang ingat just like tudung FAREEDA..

Oh Well, once we have names kitaorg akan buat marketing the products...

Ok Dokie My Blog.. Adios...

STRESS!!!!!!

Hi my beloved bloggie...

Yana nak release my stress becoz of people yang dah resign, keje tak handover betul2.. filing tak pernah nak buat... tagging the files as well.. mmg lar byk keje.. but you have manage time lar.. isk.. really tension org mcm nie.. keje you tak buat habis.. n nyusah org lain yg take over your job...i've no nobody to story.. mesti org ingat yana tak faham...

dahla yana ni jenis yang susah nak nangis.. tapi.. hari tu, i crying.. sbb tak leh nk control my emotion.. dengan staf datang nk marah2... pastu ada HOD bleh cakap.. sesuai mulut staff tu ngan yana.. WELL.. betul ker mulut yana jahat.. yana jenis open punya org.. tak suka ckp belakang2.. kalau nk straight forward..  

hmm.. tak tau lar apa org ckp kat belakang kita... depan mmg la semua baik..tapi kat belakang... mcm2 dok kutuk kita.. i know that.. suara yana kuat.. kasar.. well thats me.. tau lar kita kan x cantik.. ntahlar.. mcm jatuh tangga di timpa tangga...

dah tu plak.. my monthly flower days datang as well... lagilar cepat moody... 

See you again my lovely blog...

ADIOS

LIfe Goes On...

Salam to my blog...

Rasanya dah lama giler tak berupdate the blog.... ingatkan bz.. malas jer nak update.. well this is me..

well, i quite feel down yesterday.. sbb dengar citer yg sister in law is pregnant, for her second baby... and yet im still takde apa2... hmm... org lain dah dapat 3 - 4 org anak..at least.. actually.. dah almost a year my last post... mentioned that when will i be pregnant again...

just nak luahkan my feeling to this blog.. becoz.. i have no body to express my feelings (my hubby akan pujuk but kalau selalu kesian gak kat my hubby-- dia pun stress gak :( )... yana selalu doakan ayfa bleh dapat adik.. well she is going to be 6 this year... and it is a long gap if she has brother or sister.. tapi my lil princess.. selalu mintak nak adik.. huhuhu..

Well, yana pun dah jumpa Dr Zambri, infertility specialist at DEMC.. dia pun quite surprise why i cannot conceive after a few years of trying... i've been diagnosed of PCOS (Polycystic ovary syndrome) which is my follicles tak mature (kecik) or maybe Polyps in my womb.. and maybe kena buat hysterectomy..

Clomid and Femara mmg wajib for person yang ada masalah fertility.. and yana dah amik for 4 cycle... but still no result.. except hari tue..ada 4 eggs yg matured.. however.. still not conceive naturally..

IUI (Inter Unterine insemination) pun Dr Zambri advice suruh buat.. even you've been pregnant before..

Ni gambar kalau buat IUI.. scary kan..but.. for my lil princess.. me and hubby sanggup to do the procedure.. 

Apa yang me and hubby faced.. which is known as secondary infertility.. why does it happens.. hmm.. ni explanation from the net (http://www.mayoclinic.com/health/secondary-infertility/AN02135)

Secondary infertility — the inability to get pregnant despite having frequent, unprotected sex for at least a year by a couple who previously had a child — shares many of the same causes of primary infertility.
For example, male infertility can be caused by impaired sperm production, function or delivery. Female infertility can be related to fallopian tube damage, ovulation disorders, endometriosis and uterine conditions. Sometimes, however, secondary infertility stems from complications related to prior pregnancies. Changes in your and your partner's risk factors, such as age, weight and use of certain medications, can also contribute to secondary infertility.

Well yana mmg byk buat reserach on how to cope stress on this infertility.. jaga cara kita makan, life.. well yana skang suka pegi swimming.. teman my lil princess swim class..was thinking to send my daughter to music plak.. yamaha piano class (YPC)

Alhamdullillah, ALLAH kasi jugak one remarkable daughter to me... insyaAllah she will be a solehah daughter..  

MAMA WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU MY LITTLE PRINCESS.. "WAN AYFA RIESHA"